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| Hottie McHothot |
| 05.24.04 (2:29 pm) [edit] |
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SEXY LADY/ HOT BOY. You are hot, no matter what you
do. There are not much people like you.
Beautiful from inside and outside. The opposite
sex feels pleased with you . They treat you
like a god/goddess. The other ones are jealous
of you because they try to be sexy and
attractive but you are it. Maybe youre a bit
arrogant, or you seem . And some think that
they should better not even try to get a date
with you because your sex appeal scares them.
Sometimes it even nerves you the way they are
running after you.
. You need change-Sometimes you like shy and
sometimes you like extrovert
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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| Hottie McHothot |
| 05.24.04 (2:28 pm) [edit] |
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SEXY LADY/ HOT BOY. You are hot, no matter what you
do. There are not much people like you.
Beautiful from inside and outside. The opposite
sex feels pleased with you . They treat you
like a god/goddess. The other ones are jealous
of you because they try to be sexy and
attractive but you are it. Maybe youre a bit
arrogant, or you seem . And some think that
they should better not even try to get a date
with you because your sex appeal scares them.
Sometimes it even nerves you the way they are
running after you.
. You need change-Sometimes you like shy and
sometimes you like extrovert
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla
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| i love this |
| 04.29.04 (11:35 am) [edit] |
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http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/4751816
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| i smell sex and candy |
| 04.29.04 (11:19 am) [edit] |
Apparently I can't say anything anymore if I'm mad at someone. If I'm upset, from now on how bout I just keep it to myself, just so I don't hurt your feelings? How does that sound?
How bout no?
Right, so with THAT aside, lets get to the real issue at hand. Emptiness...
Yeah, I don't know why, but it just feels like there is something missing. I don't know what it is. I mean, nothings really different between matt and I, cept we aren't going out anymore. And even though I know we aren't, it feels so much like we are, I wish we were though. He's the only person I've felt this way about, its so unreal. I just want to spend every day with him. I think about him all the time and I don't know why but I just feel so much better when I talk to him. Or if I'm upset I just think about him and try and think about what he would say to make me feel better and right away I feel better. I guess its just the fact that we aren't going out that bothers me. Perhaps it was just knowing that I had a boyfriend who was so amazing instead of just an amazing friend. I guess it was the title and the commitment that made me feel so wanted and desireable. But now, I guess I don't, but its not anyone's fault. But I just hear about everyone and their boyfriends and how in love they are, and I try to reflect and compare and I can't, because we aren't going out.
I don't know, I guess its pointless for me to say so, but I just really only want Matt, he makes me so happy. I just need love in my life, and I know he cares, but its just not the same.
Anyways, I have to redo my Anthro isu, so I'll go and do that.
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| heyo |
| 04.20.04 (11:51 am) [edit] |
short story made shorter,
*school = death... darn tests soon..
* hurrah for not burning the school making hamburgers
* oh how i love my friends.. lol
* terri hath dubbed me the hugging whore lol.. thanks dude
*there's more but i REALLLY have to pee..
lata playa
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| snotting |
| 04.15.04 (7:08 pm) [edit] |
kay, well today.. what happened?
OH YEAH!.. so in foods, we were making pigs in a blanket (sausages in cresent rolls) and i had to job to cook the sausages in the frying pan.. I was so stoked cuz im not allowed using the stove at home.. so i put them on the stove, then apparently we were supposed to shake the pan.. i definately did not, i just turned the sausages on their own, then all of a sudden this HUGE blast of smoke rose from the pan.. so i went to turn the temp. down and the fan on on the oven. yeah we dont have a fan, or vents even.. so the room quickly filled with smoke, and im like oOo shit, its totally my fault.. so mr. L opens a window then literally 5 seconds later the smoke alarms go off.. The ENTIRE school had to evacuate the building.. i felt so bad. but to top it off.. The fire department ended up coming.. lol. So we got back inside and everyones making jokes about how i can't cook lol, i was down with that.. then the principal comes on the announcements and announces that it was just the foods class who burnt their sausages, everyone turns and looks at me and starts laughing .. i felt bad at first cuz we had to evacuate the building, but we were out there for like a half a period so those who were writing tests got an extra day to do it.
In other news, i went prom dress shopping. And its a tie between this tourquise halter top-like dress..(i know it doesn't sound nice, but it matches my hair/eyes and its pretty so meh) and this light pink one that ties up in the back. I really like the pink one but my parents are pushing for the other one. so were guna go back next week and decide cuz we didn't have enough time.. but i duno how to disguise the belly button ring.. we'll find a way. but yeah, we went to fairweathers and their sizes are so messed.. im a 0. i was like um? thats not right. so we went to laura petite, and i was a 0 there too. im like.. ?? darn confusing dresses..
Anyways, i caught a cold, and i want it to go away right now! so im going to nurse it..
Have a good one,
<3>
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| so kiss me |
| 04.14.04 (1:55 pm) [edit] |
will someone hurry up and love me?
<3>
Signed,
needing some affection real bad :'(
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| Perfect? |
| 04.14.04 (11:51 am) [edit] |
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
places. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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| me |
| 04.06.04 (12:41 pm) [edit] |
1. My name:
2. Where did we meet?:
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me?:
5. How well do you know me?:
6. Do I believe in God?:
7. When you first saw me what was your impression?:
8. My age:
9. Birthday:
10. Color hair:
11. Color eyes:
12. Do I have any siblings?:
13a. (If opposite sex) Have you ever had a crush on me?:
13b. (If same sex) Have you ever been jealous of me?:
14. What's one of my favorite things to do?:
15. What's my favorite type of music?:
16. What is the best feature about me?:
17. Am I shy or outgoing?:
18. Would you say I am funny?:
19. Would you consider me a friend?:
20. Would you call me preppy, a homie, average, sporty, punk, hippie, skater, glam, nerdy, goth, snobby, or something else?:
21. Am I a virgin?:
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| the first cut is the deepest |
| 04.03.04 (8:10 am) [edit] |
hey there, how do i have negatice tbucks? this is stoopid... oh well, thats okay...
so yes yes y'all, my birthday came and went and that was a good day.. really any day i see matt is a good day, but thats okay lol... :P so yes, i... went to east side marios for my birthday, twas a grand ole time.. getting embarrassed by absolutely everyone that worked there.. oh dear.. and then i came home and matt came over, that was a good day. then.. i can't remember what i did from March 25th to like.. april 1st so we'll say that doesn't exist..
April 1st, we went to get our make overs, that was steller, til we left the building it was so windy and rainy.. some people's curls fell out.. aww :cry: but mine did not, so i was okay. lol.. but then as the day progressed my curls got less and less curly.. :cry: oh well lol.. Erika's make up looked steller, it was the britney spears make up she has in one of her videos. I dont know which one, but the point is, its in there. Poor Meagan, she didn't like hers :cry: i didn't like my make up at first, but then i grew to like it. lol..
Then Yesterday! English! how embarrassed was i?:oops: Mondo embarrased lol but i got 3 condoms out of that, which i do intend on using.. eventually lol.. :roll: (im really diggin these emoticons) so yes, dawn and Mal and Jade= too much fun lol..
So then last night mr. matt came over, he didn't spend the night, unfortunately, because he had a dentist appointment at 8:30.. what a nut, so yes... we drank all of our alcohol really quickly, and i was hopin and prayin, but no luck.. damn.. oh well
Anyways, im stoked for tonight, i really want to meet erika's mystery man and stuff, bowling is good... lol.. wouldn't be my first choice, but its original lol
im guna take off, byebye... or as matt says
Latro
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| bacardi silver |
| 03.19.04 (2:22 pm) [edit] |
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| this is for my people, my party people |
| 03.18.04 (5:16 pm) [edit] |
kay first of all this is MY blog, so im guna say some stuff in here that will probably offend you... it has nothing to do with anyone in particular im just sick of hearing some things..
First issue- im sooo fucking sick and tired of hearing about how everyones family is sooo bad.. i say, if you have a roof over your head and your parents aren't beating you.. THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP BITCHING! seriously, if someone would like to prove me wrong in telling me whats so bad about their life that they have to go on this whole "pity me, pity me" act.. then by all means go ahead. for the rest of you, i say, shut up cuz you're not 5 years old, im sure you could all handle a challenge..
Second issue- is this becoming a new fucking fashion statement or something? What the fuck is everyone doing pretending like their life is *soo* bad that they have to stoop soo low as to start slitting their wrists to get attention. And this is speaking from experience, yeah sure i did it, and exactly for attention too.. however indirect it may be, its still all for attention.. would you do it still if you couldn't cry to someone and would you do it still if you couldn't tell someone how you feel? and expect them to make it all better? NO? i didn't think so! because you're doing it for attention.. its the attention from your peers that you get that modivates you to keep doing it! Don't worry, i know EXACTLY what im talking about.. however, unlike almost all of you, i remembered the little saying "down the stream, not across the river".. and you think you've had it bad?
and i'd just like to say, sarah, i love you so much, this has nothing to do with you, you know exactly how i feel on this issue regarding you, you're a special exception. i love you and you're getting better whether you realize it or not yet.
as for the rest of you, smarten up and seek professional help you're actually considering taking your own life.. don't pretend just for attention, you're better than that.
<3>
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| omg |
| 03.18.04 (11:18 am) [edit] |
kay omg, can you believe how stupid some people can be. especially when you're a girl and there's alcohol involved. i swear to god, im never ever ever drinking again. its such bullshit, i fucking wish people would grow the damn hell up. like, i swear, a single girl cannot go to a party and drink and not even move and they get accused of liking someone or hitting on someone and all thet fucking drama bullshit that drunk people make up. like seriously.
kay last night, i had some people over to drink but they left early cuz the d.d wanted to drink too, so they went to his house to finish, whatever its all good cuz i was invited to go somewhere else to drink. right on. so my friend came over to drink with me, then again the same person called and asked me where i was and all that (didn't realize at the time, just how drunk this person was). so fine we left my house to go to the other persons house to drink.
when i got there, i noticed a cute boy, but i was accompanyed to the party with a boy. so i didn't even say a damn thing to anyone about this cute boy. and since there was no where else to sit, we sat on the floor. then they decided to go out and smoke some weed. so fine, i didn't want to sit by myself inside.. so i went, now being drunk and it at night time, you can't see so well.. so cute boy and i started walking and its scary at night, so cute boy held my hand and we walked then we stood around smoking and i started to shiver so he put his arm around me and rubbed my back and my arms so that in attempts to warm me up. then we held hands and walked back. then he sat beside me the rest of the night. then walked home, and he walked me a bit of the way... then my other boy that accompanyed me to the party walked me the rest of the way home and we talked and whatever, then he left...
then this morning, i get accused of hitting on him and having a thing for him "and every1 noticed it!" i was like, what the hell? a) im never going to see this person again b) i was drinking!!!! c) i dont want anyone else but matt, therefore i wouldn't hit on anyone else!
but thankfully, they said, meh, you were drinking, and i got pretty defensive because thats what i do when i feel im being attacked. and they were like.. kay we won't talk about it anymore blah blah...
but jesus christ, i wish people would grow up and realize that it was NOTHING! holding hands with someone, is not having sex with someone, i'd like to point that out right fucking now!
anyways, i got home an hour late, so im obviously grounded for the rest of march break.. and i gave my lovely daddy so much attitude about it.. he was like "you're grounded!" and i was like "... great" and walked up to my room. and i didn't even argue with him. til he came up to me and was like, do you find that punishment fair? and i was like.. what does it matter? im guna get in trouble no matter what i say or what i do, cuz im just an inconvience to you. then shut my door.. and i haven't spoken to him since..
whatever...
im guna do some much needed sit-ups and stuff. i only lost 3 pounds so i need to work on that...
byebye
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| quickie |
| 03.13.04 (9:53 am) [edit] |
this'll be quick parce que i am going on an adventure to st. laurent avec kelsey and co. (by the way, i'm going on a speaking franglais trip)
i just felt like saying i feel so excited right now about everything, although im saddened parce que my ass and boobs are burnt from too much tanning, im excited because my driving has improved and its march break. even though things were travelling rather shittily because of what happened with matt and i, things are starting to pick up parce que we are becoming good friends. we went tanning on together on thursday and we talk all the time.
anyways, i just wanted to say how excited i am and what not. anyways, i have to go shopping so ttyl
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| baby baby, i like the way you look at me |
| 03.10.04 (11:44 am) [edit] |
Since this is the first entry, i wont drone on and on about the crazy things that have excited me / upset me in my life today.
Actually i just got it so i could comment on sarahs thing and whomever elses without feeling left out. Yeah, peer pressure's a bitch.
:twisted: <-bitchface>
oh livejournal, how i love thee.. this one's weird... hows about i only post when i have something tres important to bitch about?
agreed?
much love
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